For the first time in my life, I’m soooo looking forward to the New Year, to leaving the events of this year in the past (behind me so I can move on). 2006 was a tough year for me for a number of reasons. But, I made a decision today - I’d really like to get a tattoo in remembrance of my angel this year. I know it may not happen, but it would be cool if I could do it. At first I didn’t know how I was going to get this tattoo. Then, surprisingly, this afternoon I got some money that I wasn’t expecting. Benefits that I’ve been getting had been calculated incorrectly and today I received checks for the difference. I now have a way to get this tattoo! It’s so strange all the coincidences that have occured surrounding this miscarriage I’ve had.
The day I decided to go ahead and get a tattoo in remembrance - the day I actually sat down to kind of lay out what I wanted, was the day I started bleeding. It was almost as if I had gotten to the point of really facing it and dealing with it so that’s when my body started letting go. Then today I make this decision about actually going ahead and doing this - getting the tattoo and the money for it shows up the same day. Maybe these event are just coincidences, but somehow, they give me comfort.