Well, 1st af after my miscarriage showed up on Christmas Eve. It’s strange because many women talked about how emotional that event was for them. I didn’t think I’d have a problem with it. Many women who’ve experienced losses also talked about how difficult the holidays are. I didn’t think I’d have too hard a time with that either. Well, I was wrong. I don’t know if it was a combination of the two or what, but Christmas Eve was a tough day. It was one of those days when tears fall off and on throughout the day.
It’s a good thing I was charting because I got a “heads up” that af was coming from my temp drop, so at least I was expecting it. All I have to say today is that I agree with the many other women who say that dealing with the holidays and 1st af are emotional times. They are right. At least it was that way for me.